Look man im sorry it became this bad, and I admit my first post was really fucking retarded, but I felt like this was a valid question. I guess I should have posted it in Recommend forum, but I was rushed for time and felt like this was a good option. I also wanted more recent info. Id prefer to become an upstanding member of this community one day, and would rather this be thrown aside. Alot of my posts were made out of anger, especailly since I didn't understand why I was getting flamed (and still really dont) If anything id rather you insult me over private messaging, but well thats up to you.
So what im doing is apologizing for my actions, and hope that at the very least you could give me one more chance. I am stating that I was wrong, just fueled by shallow anger. Im sure you will just dismiss this or tear it apart but oh well.
Im sure you've dealt with countless retards during your time, and countless flame wars, I just hope you remember me as the retard who apologized.