I know that feeling Sosseress, I think it would get better with much higher difficulty. What if every time you go out you are literally in a grave danger of the wildlife? What if the disable fast travel? Since the combat is FPS style, shouldn't there be more focus on different moves? (Deadly reflex mod is a good example).
To be honest Bethesda made good games, but there are still things that they are doing bad. And I don't even count animations, those are horrible.