i cant be evil so i will stop reply on that, everyone have different dreams and some have none. A few of us have impossible dreams and some other have small dreams. We cant make them feel sad.
We can all sit down and enjoy life after we retire and talk about what we have learned. Share memories and a bottle of whiskey 
Alright Mr. Knowledgeable, please display your intelligence for all to see
Trust me, it won't end badly.
its not so much knowledge but bad viewpoint on life. I know most people look on life with hope and make their dreams come true.
I dont come up with dreams or look at life with hope. I see life as it really is, life is a long time of torture, wasted hours. A theater of broken dreams and forgotten hope. You may think you will gain something from life at the end but its all a fancy pipedream, only a big waste of time. I stil have 29 more years until my life is over and i would hate spend it on a chair or throwing it away on a pointless work.
I can atleast tell people i stayed in the theater for as long as the duty require.
All i wish for in life is to be forgotten and burned, ash spread out on a secret spot where not even my family know where i am. Will move to a completly new country and make 100% sure that the people who take care of me (since i will be burned out) is complete strangers. I will never become a burden for my family dont matter if im sick in cancer or have a cold.
But from what i have noticed my family will "remember" me by putting me in a grave. So they can visit me and cry .. and sort off kill my only dream i will ever have. Thats why i have to make sure none of the people who help me is family.
So to avoid make more people like me im trying to keep my profile low
