We're not all imaginary 
And you should take up biking-photography. Sounds like a recipe for great stories.
I already am doing biking and photography
oh well, you people are not actually actually real, because I have not to really deal with you all
What I mean. Real people, the ones you meat, have a chance to piss you off and do things you hate and you have to see it, hear it, smell it etc, internet people do not do that. I do not have to worry about you all, do not have to take you in to account of my daily plans, I do not have to deal with your problems unless I want to, do not have to listen to everything you say (I can always skip the boring part) and so on.
Internet people do not register as real humans, because they do not piss me off as much. Not that you all as humans are not real (well who knows), just that no matter how you look at it, internet people does not register in brain the same way real humans do. Internet people have a sense of romance to them, you know - the feeling that human race maybe is not all that fucked up.
I was thinking about getting a hobby.... I come to conclusion that photography and bike riding is and individual hobby that actually takes you even more away from reality
Oh well. I suppose I was not meant to actually live with actual humans and should stop feeling bad that I am not good with dealing with actual humans. Not that real humans provide anything good to a person, the only good people are imaginary internet people
The reason all these idiotic ideas coming to mind is, because after being here for almost 4 months I have come to conclusion that I have nothing to return.
If Turkey was not such a shit hole (well it is not a bad place, it just pisses me off and their morals and life style does not fit mine....strange looks just because I am taller then 150 cm and have no problem wearing no sleeve T-shirt, or am not looking for a husband and my god I do hate kids, not to mention -I have had sex without being married and I do like one night stands) and I would have gone to a normal people country instead of this one I might not return home.
You'll always have a place to return to on BBT. 
Thank you
