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What do you do when you're depressed?
falconmick:
When I'm depressed I try to hold it in because I don't want anyone else to know.. Then It bottles up and kills me (about 3 hours later) and I go nuts and tell someone I feel like shit.. Then I forever regret telling someone.. I've fucked so many potential relationships from my spaz atacks
Just like today.. She probably wasn't gonna be anything more than a friend.. but because I was lonely I got depressed when I started to think that she alike every other girl in the world eventually ends up hating me, getting bored of me or treating me as a friend even though they know it's killing me... Ide rather a girl tell me that they have no interest and then not fucking flirt with me and tease me.. if we're friends WE ARE FRIENDS.. I'm sick of this bullshit.. But I flipt out so now the good chance of friends with benifits has gone.. But she should have known that I wasn't ready for it (edit: I'm a guy.. I can't say no to potential sex even though I know what I really want is somone who loves me -.- sigh.. I knew that Ide get upset when she flirts with other guys and she doesn't share how I feel.. I know it's not her fault but I physically can't help myself.. I'm too clingy.. I cling, its what I am its what I do.. If I just stoped looking for 5 minuits Ide probably find somone whos right for me (super clingy aswell)).. she knows I just got out of a fucked up relationship..
Sorry about just rambling.. I needed somwhere to complain too that won't have any negitive effects when tomorow I don't feel no where near as shit.. I tend to complain and then the next day, go oh fuck.. now what do they think about me..
:(
Nodame-chan:
Woah!!! Didn't see this topic around for quite a while now O.o
--- Quote from: Nodame-chan on June 19, 2012, 03:58:48 PM ---Chocolate and a cup of hot tea! That's my formula of happiness :)
--- End quote ---
Anyway I'll stick with this opinion ^^
metro.:
Lol, falcon that could have been summed up with bitches be bitches.
OnT: Drinking, Running, Video games, Drugs.
In that order.
falconmick:
I think the main issue is that over the past 3 months ive had 5 - 7 hours sleep a night, usually 5:30.. I'm a 8 hours sleep guy.. So to combat lack of my preferential 8 hours sleep ive been having tons of cafeen.. Oh the life of a Games Tech student -.-... Then I JUST get out of a long distance long time relationship and all that time of no sex and all emotions.. I kinda wanted some.. But I also wanted the other emotion parts that came with a relationship because fuck.. It's all ive had for 2 years, I'm kinda used to it.. So when this girl comes along offering part a to my needs and not part b.. Obviously I go fuck yeah, I'll go for it. But When I don't have the second part which really I needed most because It's all ive had for ages, I get really upset and fuck everything up when I finally accept that she can't give me what I really needed, somone who cared about me, which unfortunatly made me get shy and upset when I'm arround her, thus fucking up any chance of part A.. which I really wouldn't mind.
edit:
I'de like to mention.. From the get go she's made it clear that she's not interested in a relationship.. I'm just stupid.
megido-rev.M:
I might have rediscovered my recipe. I'll put it here before I forget:
Good weather + good day + healthy + music + video games + choco
Might have missed something there, but this should suffice.
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