I can't help it if I'm everybody's perfect girl, but please, I don't want to have to commit seppuku.
If it makes you feel any better, you're not my type. I don't think I could date anyone more neurotic or quirky than myself.
Uhhh... I'm definitely not neurotic.
I'm conceited and vain. Though, I'm not a bragger. Tatsu definitely has me beat there on that facet of the vanity train.
I'm hot and I'm pretty much a genius, so I can't really blame myself for being conceited. And well, I like looking good and for things to be aesthetically pleasing, partners included. Who'd date someone they aren't attracted to anyways? Well, I have ridiculously high standards on that front anyways...
To be honest though, it may be conceit but it isn't arrogance. A lot of people that are conceited also happen to be grade A dumb incompetent jackasses but that's when it goes into the realm of arrogance. I think I'm more of a realist than anything, even along the lines of being conceited, to be honest... I don't even consider it like that, I think I'm just being real and accepting reality. All it takes is a reasonably higher than average intelligence and everyone around you will seem like complete idiots and maybe it isn't being humble like how society for some reason expects you to be but it's definitely being realistic. I think people are just intimidated by it because it makes them feel inferior. Personally, I've always liked this quote: "Intelligence is viewed as arrogance and conceit by those who don't have it or don't want it."-Rense
I'm pretty outspoken as well, and quick to defend myself. But, I think most people are probably apt to defend themselves, though oddly that's also looked down upon by society.
I think my only really truly negative trait is that I've got a bit of a temper, but I can't really help it since I inherited two different forms of it from both of my parents. I can be perfectly calm even under extreme duress and life and death situations, and I'll even be calm if you rile me up, to a point, but once you pass that point I don't experience what you'd call anger... I think you'd have to call it blind rage.
The last time someone actually pushed me that far I ended up putting them in a coma for a couple weeks, not to mention a whole slew of broken bones. I damn near killed them... They kind of had it coming, talking completely untrue shit just to be a total bitch about my best friend that'd literally just committed suicide in front of me. To be honest, she's just lucky she went unconscious as fast as she did otherwise I'm not sure I would have been able to hold myself back if she'd kept fighting. In retrospect it's pretty terrifying, and also a little amusing at how awful she was at fighting... I guess it doesn't surprise me though, such a dumb bitch...
The only other instance was when I very nearly pulled my glock 27 out from under my pillow and shot someone dead. I would have too if they'd said one more thing and thinking back on it... that one scares me more than anything. It was bad timing, bad day, bad conditions, just bad everything. I'd been up for like 2 days straight, I had a horrible day, I was exhausted and all I wanted to do was sleep, and to make bad matters worse, on top of the extreme screaming and raving, they turned my air conditioner off... I can't sleep without it on. I haven't let anyone live with me ever since.
Anyways, all that said, I'm not a violent person. I'm a very calm person. Still, if I had to list my only negative trait then that'd be it. Well, other than completely sucking at all forms of math.
