'The vast darkness in my soul cannot be purged by the meagre light of your standard procedure courtesy and common niceness' is what you meant. There's gotta be SOMETHING, but we're not capable of providing it methinks. If you're in the mood for being upset that's all cool. It's good to feel bad for a while, but forgive the obvious advice, don't linger for too long? Cheer yourself up (nobody knows you like you

) or Distract yourself if you can't. Walk, or vent to someone if/when you feel like it and despair for a moment if you want. It's healthy
