Sounds like you've got some deep resentment hidden somewhere inside you.
Would you please lie down?
Now then, do you want to fuck your mother?
Eh... No....
But I do have daddy issues.
My step-dad is an alcoholic and drinks a lot and I don't even know my real dad.
Haven't spoken with my step dad for over 3 years no.
My resentment for fathers day started about 9 years ago, one Christmas eve.
When my step dad, drunk ofcourse, decided to reveal to me that he wasn't my real dad. The Xmas of 10 y.o. Me was ruined quite fastly. Do also note that I started to watch anime when I was 10.
And my real dad didn't contact me after I tried to contact him severval times. Also, don't know my grandpa so well, only seen him about 5 times in my life...
So yeah, I've never had that "man" model. So I don't quite feel myself comfortable in male or female co.pany as I don't feel lime I belong to either of those. I guess that is direct follow up with that most of my friends I childhood were female and didn't have a good man-model in my younger days.
So yeah, fathers day is just one useless day of the year when the markets are closed.