yeah, I know

I'm just this type of person who wants everything fast

I stoped visting the physiotherapist because I went 2 hours too late there and just said to myself ''who cares'' and didn't never call there again

and I open the wound just because it feels good...

and I know I shouldn't

every time I get bigger wound and the mom says that it doesn't need treatment I just say that it will need soon if we dont put something to cover it

I remember another faling with my bike when I flew over the bike with half somersault and landed on my neck and left sahoulder with the bike on me, didn't got anything else than a scratch

it didn't need anykind of treatment, I opened it over and over again and I still have a scar because of it

I've even managedto re-open scar with scratching my hand... My hands are full of small scars because of this

and some on my legs and 2 on my face...