i am about to complain so you might want to skip this all together!
I failed OK! i am a lousy mom who can't raise her son right!! i am at my wits end. I tried reasoning with him, took priviliges away, made threats,i even cancelled xmas at my house this year...yeah you heard me i cancelled it! No decorations, no tree and no presents and now i am completely ignoring him.i pretend i am alone in the house. I did not even serve him any food tonight and i sure as hell won't serve him any tomorrow and the day after either. I even just now crumbled an i love you mom note he gave me and put it outside my door. I figure ignoring him and not acknowlege him in any way is worst then anything i can dish out atm. WHat did he do you might ask? He's been suspended 4 weeks in a row. Yeasterday i had to take time off work to bring him back to school and even had a meeting with pricipal and teachers. THe ungratfull little shit was present too and agreed to try. At noon today i get a phine call. He got into 2 fist fight before lunch time and now is suspended till next tuesday.It keeps getting worse and worse every time he goes back and frankly i don't know what to do anymore. So yeah i quit!!!they can come and take him away for all i care and good luck to them if they can do any better!!! I really don't get it though. He alway got everything i could ever give him, food, clothes,toys, love. It hurst dam it! Motherhood is supose to be filled with joy and special moments. Not heart tearing pain and tears...