That's hoping to much in my case....
Ahhh...
'Alone' acts as a power to 'lonely' and you get infinite loneliness..... Also, it's depressing to be depressed
Tried to find someone that tailor makes lingerie (or whatever) and nothing, at least not on the internets. And when you say "men's bra" and show ppl the Jap shops selling all those kinds of clothes they stay
. -"Why do you want it?" -"Never heard of crossdressing?" No, ofc you haven't, no one ever have. Gawd, feel like nuking everything and repopulate these lands with Japs. I prefer suicides, otakus, fake pop stars and God knows what else, than being the way it's now. I always feel so... out of place and wonder how the fuck did I end being what I am now. I would forget about everything, convert all my money to ￥ (well, the little I have
) and import everything I need if it weren't for the ridicule customs raping, er... "taxes", limiting us to what's available in this crappy place (*cries* for a 電子辞書).
Oh well, deal with it. I'm dealing...
Anyway, I need something to hug for the winter and forget about all my shit :3. Dakimakuras (or whatever) are scary, more like too "ecchi" and I don't like that <_<. And ofc, none here to buy
. Cushions are boring... the one I have has its filling compressed. Lol, was cheap and I hug things too tight. Maybe get a plushie or doll? This one looks cute, albeit a bit too on the pink side and quite "girly". It's 2 feet tall.
P.S: Anyone else sleeps with a cushion, plushie or whatever? I can't sleep if I'm not holding or feeling something in my arms
