I can't get a god damned private loan. It sucks so fucking bad. My husband won't let me sell my motorcycle either to get the money I need. I really don't want to quit this semester. It might not be going the greatest, but I still don't want to just quit. I started crying and he told me to quit being a baby about it. If he hadn't have been an idiot for a couple of months and going into work late and stuff bringing home short checks, we wouldn't be so bad off. Since he was so busy being a selfish ass for the last two months, I have to withdraw from the rest of my semester. It's so fucking shitty. If he would just fucking sell his fucking tool box, which he doesn't fucking need, we would be doing even better. He could get around $13,000 for the piece of shit that is just wasting space in my garage. Selfish fucking ass.